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10,079 days is the number of days that I've been with my Wife as of this post. Or to be exact, 10,079 days, 4 hours, 56 minutes and 7 seconds. Lately, due to "Social Media" on both of our parts, we are at the point of a breakup. Last night She told me that She "Didn't Love Me", and "Didn't know who I was anymore". Well I feel the same on the second part of Her statement.

I do not know her anymore. It's a sad situation that two people who at one time were so "In Love", now have grown (Yeah Right) apart. A big part of this is my fault, as I have in the past been nasty and cold. I didn't relate years ago when She started to go through "Menonpause" as I called it, rather just abandoning Her when She needed me the most.

Have I ever been nice to Her? Damn right I was, just ask Her the truth instead of assuming that I'm a bad person. The problem is Her, like most Men & Women in a Marriage or long term relationship, only point out the bad, telling anyone within earshot about how they were hurt by the other. Never once bring up the good about the other. I am also Guilty of that.

Finally, to make matters far worse, so called "Friends" on Facebook I am sure have been filling Her head with all kinds of ill advise about our Marriage, I could ask our mutual "friend" the details, being that She "Blocked" me, but at this point I don't really care what they say. But I will say this: It's none of their fucking business. Some people just love seeing others fail, makes them feel good about their own pathetic relationship.

To you Liz, if you ever read this, you know that I love you, I do not have to tell you here. Actions speak louder than words, So I will Act accordingly from now on, make it a point to think of US instead of ME.

And that's all that I have to say about that.

Cheers.